BOOK
THERE IS A GHOST IN MY LOVE
STORY
CHAPTER: I - BROKEN HEARTS
Few
days ago
Outside
of a mining field:
“AHITA…
AHITAA… where are you? Come out it’s dangerous to play games in here. Please come
out where are you?” He knows she is teasing him but he is not enjoying it today
he is feeling that something is not right.
He is searching and shouting for his lover outside
of a mining field. It is not new for them to be in there but he was afraid
about the newly planted landmines to prevent the attacks of wild animals around
the camp area. It is their usual place to meet since outsiders are not allowed
inside the camp. Just a couple of hours ago she texted him… “come and meet me
in our regular place”.
“I am here SANDY” he heard a voice from behind a tree
near to him.
He went there and look behind it but there is no one
behind the tree, “BOOOO” a mild voice very close to his ear even though it
sounded romantic he was not prepared for it he shook his body to get rid of the
goose bumps.
He turned around “never do that again please” while
exhaling.
“Why sandy you don’t like it or do you afraid,” she asked him while resting her both
hands around his shoulders and gently pushing him towards the tree.
“Uhmm…” he
felt the tree touching his back “I like it but I am afraid of this place also I
am feeling something strange today” he started to grab her waist slowly with
his one hand and adjusting the hair falling on her face back to her ear “and
you know I really hate that nickname and what is that important to tell me in
person”.
“First thing it’s not your nickname it’s my new pet name,” she said it as she is coming closer to
his face and leaving just enough space to not to touch his lips with hers.
With a smooth voice “so I am your pet now. ok, I’m fine with it and what is the other thing” while trying to fill the remaining
gap between their lips.
Suddenly she pushed him little hard to make herself
out of his arms around her waist she started to run “for that catch me”. “hey…
it’s not fair to stop” he started chasing
her.
“Then catch me,”
she said while she is running away from him. Suddenly he realized that she is
running into the landmines “AHITA.. stop don’t
go there its dangerous”. She turned
towards him and running backward “then
come and get me quickly”. He started shouting loudly “AHITAAA…. stop”.
Suddenly a huge sound a landmine went off…and the air full of smoke and dust…
Present
day:
Secunderabad railway station, 23:45
[Train announcement: For your kind information
please train number 10212 Telangana express from Secundrabad to New Delhi is
ready to leave from platform number four]
Train started to move. A man with messy hair and
wearing usual sleeveless t-shirt and a blue jeans weird violet colour sports
shoes running on the platform to catch the train wearing a huge rucksack on his
back and a zip of it still open because of the last minute packaging, A water
bottle in one hand a small plastic bag filled with fruits and chocolates to eat
in the middle of journey. Somehow he managed to catch the train door handle
with one hand which he is already holding the water bottle and he managed to
jump into the train. But he slipped his
leg because there is no grip on the metal base of the train, but he suddenly
pushed into the train from behind. He said to himself that “ooh… that was close
very… very close” he turned back to than the person who helped him, but there
is no one, he thought he missed the opportunity to thank him because the train is moving.
He started the search
for a seat. The compartment is almost filled up with people and he is really
praying for a seat because he has a long way to travel. Fortunately, he found a window seat he managed to remove his
rucksack and shove it under the seat and he open
his bottle and drink some water. And he
kept his fruits bag inside his bag before he shove
it under the seat.
He pull out
his headphones from his pocket connected it to his phone and put it in his
ears, he lean on the window and after
some time he started to fell asleep, and drowning in his memories and started to see the incidents he want to forget.
Do you believe in love?
I don’t at least that’s what I believe until I saw
her. No, she saw me first actually.
I still don’t know if she is an angel came to rescue
me. Before you know about her story you need to know my story.
It all started two years ago. My name is
‘SHASHIDHAR’, my friends call me ‘SHASHI’, I am an engineer, a mining engineer
to be specific. I have a beautiful family, a sister who loves to tease me all
the time, a father who let me do anything I want without any objections or
conditions unlike most of other fathers out there, and finally my lovely mother
who always want me to get married.
My mother says that “if you are above twenty-five years old you are old and if you
are old you don’t get a beautiful wife”. But somehow I am skipping my marriage
with the help of my other family members. I am twenty-seven
now.
The reason I am doing that is I want to marry a girl
I love but the problem is that I never loved anyone. But one day in a weird way
I met a girl “YASMIN”. She is the girl of my dreams. she has everything I wanted
in a girl.
[That’s what every man thinks about the
girl they love. Right?]
One day I went with my friends for coffee. On our
way to the coffee shop, we saw a crowd on
the roadside, I and my friends are wondering what’s happening over there.
Suddenly from behind “dude come on hurry,
open the camera someone is going to jump that cell tower. We don’t get a chance
like this again make it fast we can shoot it with mobile”
[That’s what everybody thinks these days. Aren’t
they? The World is getting really crazy]
My friend said,
“Let’s go guys see what’s happening there?” We all went near to the cell tower
and looking at the man on the tower. Suddenly I started some girls are
whispering from my side “I don’t think she is going to say it. She will say it
just wait”. While listening to them I managed to take a look at the front side
of the crowd.
Some people are trying to convince a girl to say “I
love you” to the man on the tower. I understand the situation. Girls from my
side are like “I bet thousand rupees she will say it. I bet two thousand rupees
she won’t say it.”
[I thought those men with the cameras are crazy, But
these girls are super crazy!]
Out of curiosity,
I turn my head to see them. There are four girls and she is one of them
“YASMIN” wearing a red colour full sleeve t-shirt with a yellow smile from
front side with a caption on the bottom of the smile “smile always” which suits
her perfectly, a sky blue colour belt which matches her heels colour with black jeans and she knots a ponytail with a band matching
with her t-shirt colour.
She looked perfect. Yasmin Suddenly “where is the
man I can’t see him”. One of her friends replied,
“he is right up there look”. “Where I can’t see him,”
she said. Her friend again said, “How
could you, you forgot your other two eyes at home”.
[Well they say love is blind. In my case it’s really
blind]
“Hehe, funny.
I don’t care about the man but she will say I love to him” YASMIN looking at
the girl.
I can’t help myself I just want to talk to her. So I
move closer to her and said: “I don’t
think she will say it”.
She and her friends looked at me with a question
mark on their faces, “And who are you?” YASMIN asked me. “I am just a normal
person like you, I bet she won’t say it. What do you say?” I asked. “She will
say to him. What is the bet?” she replied to me with a question. “If the girl says I love you to that guy I will buy you a
coffee. If she don’t say…” “You have to by
coffee for all of us” her friend cut me in the middle and said. I said Ok
without hesitating for a second.
[Either way I
am getting what I want so what’s there to hesitate]
We all are eagerly waiting for the girl to say something everyone else worrying
about the man on the cell tower. Suddenly
girl yelled towards the man in tower “I love you… raj… don’t die for me please
come down…”
[Okay she said it]
I turn my head towards YASMIN and her friends. All
of them are looking at me with a crazy expression on their faces. “Okay. I get
it. There is a café nearby shall we go there or do you girls have any other
place in mind”. I said. They all agreed to come with me to the café along with
my friends. We introduced ourselves one
another properly at the café had coffee and talked for some time also planned
for next meeting.
One meeting led to another and within three months
we proposed each other.
[It’s all happened so quickly like a magic]
Like any other love story, we also had a
problem.one day she called me and asked me to come to her home immediately, so
I went. She came to the door to receive me. She took me into her home and introduced me to her father, “DAD he is
SHASHIDHAR. I love him and I want to marry him”.
[Ooh boy, I completely screwed up. What happened to
her all of sudden?]
“Hello, sir my
name SHASHIDHAR” I cut her in the middle before she could speak anything other stupid words while offering him a hand.
He gave me handshake,
a firm one, but I cannot see his expressions because of his big neatly combed
long beard. “What do you do?” he asked me. “I am a mining engineer, I work for
the mining company” I replied.
“Do you have any family?” he asked me. “Yes sir I
live with my family, I have a mother,
father and a sister,” I said. “I
need to discuss it with my daughter and my other family members you may leave.”
He said it with a commanding tone. I said “take your time sir goodbye, bye
YASMIN” and I left their home.
After that incident,
I didn’t get any calls or messages from YASMIN. Two days later I get a call
from YASMIN at 1 A.M, she told me “my parents didn’t agree with my decision”
[How can anyone reject a young, handsome, good
looking person like me?]
“Forget about me and don’t try to call me. Bye.” She
ended the without giving me a chance to speak. I tried to call her mobile but
no use.
I went to her home next day morning to talk to their
parents, with a little hope that they may change their mind, but they blow my
mind. Their house is locked, neighbours told me that they moved to somewhere
else and they didn’t even tell them where
they went. I tried to get her details through her friends but nobody knows
anything about her. I just wanted to know what happened in her home after I
left, why her parents didn’t agree with her. Maybe
I’ll never know the answer. But I am little depressed after all these things.
[Actually a lot, they say first love hurts you like
hell and I thought it was just an exaggeration. Now I know it’s damn true]
After that, I
didn’t step out from my room for two weeks. Now my parents are started worrying
about me.
One day my father entered into my room with an envelope holding in his hand and said “you
have got an appointment letter” while showing the envelope to me.
I took the envelope from his hand. While I am
reading the letter “are you planning to go there or not?” my father asked me.
“I haven’t decided yet” I replied with a tired tone. “Why? Is it because of the
girl?”
He asked. “Maybe,
I don’t know.”
He sits by my
side and hold my hand and said: “you may
get another girl like her but you don’t another opportunity like this think
about it.” He left the room.
[It’s ended quicker than I thought]
Well, I have nothing
to do at home so I decided to join in the job.
About my job I got an assistant field engineer post in a mining company. This
evening I packed my luggage and started to
go to the mine.
He opened his eyes from sleep he started to feel
hungry he checked the time he realized that he slept for twelve hours
continuously. He opened his bag he kept under the seat and grab an apple to eat.
Suddenly he heard that the person next to him
arguing with his wife not that loud but he can clearly hear what they are
talking about his daughter loved someone and she want to marry him but he is
not okay her decision.
Suddenly another person sitting in opposite seat
asked him that “what’s wrong with her decision sir now total generation is like
that.”
The person next to me replied that “I know that sir
I raised my daughter for 22 years and now suddenly an idiot knock my door and asked me that I want to marry
your daughter how can I agree to that. When she once she was a child I refused
to buy her a chocolate even she is crying because it will spoil her health. How
can I believe that a person is not even capable of convincing me can take care of her entire life? And my daughter said me that it’s her life she can do
whatever she want and she is going to marry him even without our permission. Do
you know how much it pains me inside sir?
” With a helplessness in his voice.
He can clearly saw the tears in his eyes, and
started to think about the YASMIN father. He thought that her father also
probably felt the same way about him.
While he was thinking there was an announcement
about his destination.
It nearly took me 16 hours to reach the destination
by train. When he reached the station there is a man waiting for him to pick
up.
He introduced himself as “SAKSHEEM”
CHAPTER: II - A
PROMISE TO KEEP
Few days ago: Two minutes after the explosion, in Security and command control room:
A guard rushed into the security control room, and
headed towards the chief of the control room, and done a typical army salute
“sir”
‘Yes soldier what is the problem you look disquiet’
the chief turned and to the guard and asked him with his commanding base voice.
“Yes sir there is news from our outpost camp on
north side that there is a blast near the post” guard replied.
Chief got some enrage look on his face “those bloody
villagers again I just want to crush them all with my hands”.
“But it’s not the villager’s sir” guard said to the
chief with a pulsation.
“What? Who is it then?” chief asked the soldier.
“It’s one of our men sir. According to the guards at
the post and entry book record it’s one of our engineers from the officer’s
camp from the north camp area” guard replied.
Chief face turned into red “those educated morons
can’t even read the sign boards, guard get me a line to the north outpost NOW”.
[Walky-talky ringing at the north outpost. ‘this is
control room anybody there hello…’] A soldier picked up and answered “yes sir
this the guard from north outpost speaking”.
Back at the control room “sir a guard in online you can talk to him now”. Chief grab the
mike “soldier this is Assistant Commandant MARANE
speaking what is the situation there”.
“Sir it seems that one of our men engaged in the
blast sir. We are planning to rescue him if possible or at least collect the
body if there is any.” Guard replied with a hurry voice.
Chief “no soldier don’t do any futile things. Try to
analyse the situation first if those villagers reached there before us we can’t
do anything. ”
‘But sir… ASP. Saksheem Singh is already on his way to the blast area” guard replied to the
chief.
Chief squeezed the mike with his hand it instantly
divided into spare parts and a rage in his voice “that stupid saksheem Singh
promised Me he won’t do any idiotic things again and he made me a fool, Do we
have a name on the person who went
outside”
“Yes sir it’s a female name Ms. Ahita” guard next to
him replied with a shake in his voice.
Chief surprised and shocked “WHAT THE HELL…..”
PRESENT DAY: Inside the railway station
While I am getting off the train there hardly seems
a hundred people inside the station so I believe it’s not the popular station
then. Then a tall man maybe an inch above
the six feet height and a white turban on his head neatly dressed and with
little heavy beard walking towards me and asked me “are you Mr. Shashidhar from
Hyderabad”.
“Yes I am and you are…?” I asked him. “Myself
Saksheem Singh and I am here to pick you
up to the camp”.
“CAMP!?” with
a confused expression on my face. “Yes Mr. Shashidhar why do you look so
surprised” he asked me. I cleared my throat and said “Uhemm… I thought I am supposed to hear more like an OFFICE may be”.
He laughed “hahaha… so I assume you have no idea
what you signed up for” he said.
“YEAH… I am also getting that feeling now” I
replied.
“Well then Mr. Shashidhar come with me I’ll explain
you everything on the way” said to me while he is leading the way.
“By the way you can call me Shashi no need for
formalities” I said while following him carrying my bag with me.
“In that case you can call me saksheem” he said.
“Saksheem How much time will it take to reach the
camp” I asked him.
He turned his head to me and said “so eager to work
already?”
“Aah… nothing like that. I just want to relax a bit,
it feels like I am still walking inside the train” while rubbing my forehead.
He smiled gently and said “we are going to the camp
tomorrow Shashi”.
“Then where are we going now?” I asked him. “To
VARANASI” he said.
I can clearly sense the despair in his voice. “To KASHI” I asked with a little
anxiety.
“Yes you can say that also” he replied but again
with same feel in his voice. “But aren’t we supposed to go to the camp now?” I
asked him.
He again looked at me “don’t worry Shashi I already
took care of everything there is no hurry”.
[I have no option but to follow him now anyway I
want to visit Kashi for so long, this might be the chance]
“Ok then Saksheem as you say, but how are we going
to Kashi?” I asked him. “In the vehicle provided by the company we are working
for” said to me while pointing his figure to a red color vehicle.
“Of course a jeep” I said. He said while we are
getting in the jeep
“It will take forty-five minutes from here to
Varanasi”. Why are we going to Varanasi anyway?, Asked him while making myself
comfortable in the seat.
“One of my friend’s family is here to visit Varanasi
and I planned to meet them” with same despair in his tone.
“Where are we going to stay until tomorrow?” I asked
him again.
He took a deep breath and answered that “don’t worry
Shashi there is a company guesthouse in the Kashi
we will be staying in there until get back to the camp.”
[I can see that he is in pain I just want to know
what it is, besides I have no one to talk in the vehicle so…]
“Would you mind if I ask you a question Saksheem?” I asked him with a slight hesitation.
“You are going to ask me anyway aren’t you?” he
said.
I can see a gentle
smile on his face and I said “yes I can’t help it! Why are you looking so
disturbed? I am just asking out of curiosity if you don’t want to answer I
don’t mind”.
“There is nothing to mind Shashi do you ever thought
sometimes some things in your life happen suddenly that you can’t even imagine
and you can’t do anything to stop them and you are forced to watch them
happening in front of your eyes just like you are a statue” he said with a mild
tone.
I took a deep breath to comfort myself and said
“believe me you have no idea” I started to gaze into my memories while resting
back in the seat.
Five
days ago:
While I was still figuring what to do with my life,
early morning 3:30am my friend SHANKAR called me and told me he needed me
urgently. So I took out my bike and went to his place, when I reached there he
seems to be in little rush and asked me to drive his car while he throwing the
keys to me.
[What the hell is going on this is 3:30 in the
morning and this idiot is not telling me anything and my patience getting very
thin]
“I asked him would you please tell me what is going
on here?” I asked him because of the irritation caused by the disturbance of my
early morning sleep. “Just take right and
stop the car” he said it while answering his phone call.
[He ignored me. Bloody idiot have no concern about
my sleep]
I stopped the car, he get down and went to a mortuary van and talked to someone and came
to the car. “Get down I am driving” he said I can see the seriousness on his face.
I moved to the driver’s next seat and he started
driving.
[It’s been ten minutes. Damn it. I can’t hold it any
longer]
“Would you please tell me why there is a mortuary
van following us behind?” I asked him. He took a deep breath and said “we are
not being followed, we are guiding it”.
“Okay but why” I stressed my tone a bit.
“My cousin sleeping inside the van” he said to me in
a low tone.
“You mean…” before I complete my word he said “yeah…”
[Now I am wide awake. Now I know the reason behind
his silence and my morning adventure]
After sometime he stopped the car in front of a
house but he is not getting out of the car and the men inside the van are got
down and waiting for my friend to give the instructions. But I can see he is
lost in his thoughts and not ready to step out the car. “Hey, what’s happened?
Family must be waiting just take the body and go inside.” I told him while
tapping his shoulder.
He looked into my eyes and told me “that’s the
problem yaar…, nobody knows about this, last night they contacted me because of
the emergency contact number in the file. How could I tell them that they lost
their child”
I can clearly see the tears in his eyes. “But we
can’t change the past. Can we? Just go inside the house and tell them what
happened I will bring the body inside, go… ” I send him into the house and went
to the van.
Told those people waiting outside the van to take
the box outside and put it inside of the house. While I was at the gate,
entering in the house along with the box I heard a scream “Shashi…come inside
quickly…need your help”.
I ran in to
the house and saw an old lady lying unconscious on the floor and my friend
holding her head in his arms. I ran to him asked him what happened, he told me
“when I told her about the death she just fell down I don’t know what to do”.
Suddenly her daughter came from another room and
just shocked by the incident; she rushed towards us and asked us in a loud
voice “what happened here”. I and my
friend lift the women while telling her daughter “there is no time, just stay
in the home we will take her to the hospital” I told her.
We took her to the nearest hospital in our car while
left the dead body at her home. After thirty minutes of waiting doctor came to
us and tell us that she went in to a cardiac arrest and there is very less
chance to recover from that.
My friend started crying tears flowing from his
eyes. I hold his hand firmly “don’t panic just go to your sister she is alone
in the home with a dead body it’s not good for her, I’ll take care here just go
to her”.
I sent him home and hoping for the best. After two
hours doctor came to me and said “we did everything we could, but she is no
more”.
[Is it only to me or all the doctors in the world
says the same thing. Don’t know why I got tears in my eyes, maybe because of
too much tragedy for one morning]
I called my friend told him what happened. And
completed the remaining formalities in the hospital took her body to the home.
I saw her daughter and who just lost two people in her family, and the only
family she had crying helplessly saying that “mom promised me that she will be
with me forever but she died” sitting beside their dead bodies, just by seeing
her I can’t stop tears in my eyes.
[Suddenly a whisper in my ear wake up When I turn
back I saw glimpse of a scary face]
I wake from my sleep with a shock. Saksheem still
driving the jeep saw me and asked “what bad dream?”
“Yeah, kind of” told him while adjusting myself in
the seat.
Saksheem stopped the car “here we are, this is the
company guest house go inside and take some rest I will pick you up tomorrow
afternoon” told me.
“What should I do until
tomorrow afternoon?” I asked him with a tired voice while I am getting down
from the jeep.
He smiled and told me “do whatever the hell you
wanna do, but be here by tomorrow 4 pm okay. Bye” and he drive away.
I went inside the guest house and watchman gave me
the tour of the house and went outside. I removed my clothes to take a bath and
went inside the bathroom. When I was about to complete my bath I heard some
noise in the room, I quickly wrapped the towel around my waist came outside to
check but there is no one in the room I thought it was wind. I wiped myself dry
and put on some fresh clothes from my bag.
Meanwhile watchman brought some food for me and kept
it on my bed, I ate that and went to outside for some fresh air. I saw watchman
doing something in the garden I went to him and asked him there is any
particular places nearby to visit.
“Is it your first time visiting the Kashi sab?” he asked me with a weird look on his
face.
“Aah…yes why do you ask?” I asked him.
“There is a ritual going on from last two days on
ASSI GHAT, people and sadhus from all around the country are coming to see
that. It’s just 15 kilometer away from here” he told me with a little
excitement.
“Really!” I said.
While showing me the way he said “haa… sab just take a taxi from here and just
tell him to go to Assi ghat you will be there in twenty minutes.”
I went outside and took a taxi just like he said,
whatever the watchman said it’s true I can see the narrow roads filled with
people and vehicles. Looking at the number plate of the vehicles I can see that
those vehicles are really from all over the country. It took me more time than
the watchman said but finally I reached to the famous Assi Ghat.
Watchman said ritual will start exactly at 6:45 pm
everyday but it seems that I am early so I decided to take a walk around the
place to look around….
[Why I started to feel something strange…]
Same
day morning somewhere in the Varanasi:
Middle-aged women opened a door and walked into the room. She went near to a young women
who is sitting near the window probably don’t even know someone entered in her
room.
Middle aged women went near to the young women and
sit next to her and said “look dear everything is going to be fine. Just cheer
yourself up, see there is a ritual going on at Assi Ghat you will find some peace I PROMISE” she left a Boucher about
the ritual side to her and she left the room.
After sometime young women slowly picked that
Boucher and started looking deeply into the Boucher and
Slowly whispered herself “yeah I made a promise too”
Chapter: III - B.
O. O. K
Few
days ago, ten minutes after the explosion:
‘Come on, drive faster we have to be there as soon as
possible’. Asst. commandant Marane is
said to the driver in a loud tone to make him drive the vehicle faster because he doesn’t want anything bad happen
to that girl.
Suddenly he turned his head back from the front seat
and ordered one of his soldiers in a hasty voice ‘make a call to the north
outpost and get a confirmation on the person who went outside? and went to his
normal sitting position.
One of the soldiers
sittings behind the commandant reached to
his walky-talky and made a call to the north outpost and replied to the chief
‘sir according to the logbook entries the person name was Sandeep’
Chief completely turned his body back to the soldier
and said ‘ask him if it is the officer from the engineer's
block’.
Soldier again spoke in the walky-talky and replied
to the chief ‘yes sir. It is him.’
‘Ahh… what a day’ said chief, and he is barely having
his patience and said to the driver come on drive faster…
As soon as the vehicle reached the outpost chief ran
to the guards at the outpost and asked the guards…
‘Only one girl or is there anyone went outside
before the blast…’
Guard stand in a standard military position replied
no sir according to the log book only one female is went outside before the
blast.
‘Now close the gates and don’t let anyone inside or out.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?’ Chief raised his
voice and ordered the guard.
‘Yes, sir,’ the guard replied to the chief.
Chief turned to the jeep and shouted ‘come on we
need to go there what are we waiting for’. And he whispered to himself that ‘I
hope nothing bad happens there…’
Present
day in Kashi…
Because there is so much time for ritual Sashi went
to some sightseeing near Assighat….
He decided to take a walk to see around and started
walking in the bank of the holy river ‘Ganga’.
He was watching everybody paying respects to their
loved one and bringing the ashes of the dead once for immersion and he also saw
that some people burning the dead body.
Suddenly he saw that some people called ‘Aghoras’ considered
to be the greatest devotees of lord SHIVA, who are eating the flesh of the dead
human bodies. It is his first time seeing them. He was petrified by that visual
and started to walk away quickly, when walking quickly he accidentally collide
with a person who is meditating.
Shashi fell on the ground because of the impact.
When he got up and looked at the other person he is also the Aghora, still
sitting in the same position and gazing at him.
‘sorry… sir. I didn’t notice you. I am very sorry…’
shashi said in a frightened voice and ran from there.
In the process of escaping from there he entered in
a street with full of people.
‘Ok this looks more pleasant than the other one’
shashi murmured to himself in a relaxing manner. He started to walk on the
street and looking around him.
There are shops both sides of the street. Not huge
but big enough to display their products. They are selling almost every kind of
household products and most of them are handmade also some of them are selling
books too.
He heard someone talking in their mobile saying that
I’m in ‘Abeeti Street’.
[Ok, it’s called Abeeti street. Good to know]
While looking
around him he forgot to notice about the people around him and ran into a
woman.
‘I am sorry… I didn’t seee….’ When he saw her he
felt something mesmerising in her eyes.
[She is so beautiful Shashi…say something to her…]
He wants to say something to her but he lost the
words for a moment. She looks like an angel in a white Patiala suit, a typical
Punjabi women outfit.
‘It’s ok. It’s my mistake. I am sorry’ said the
women without even looking at him and walked away.
Shashi started following the girl unknowingly even
the street is crowded. But the women not even noticed him. He followed the
women for some distance, he suddenly lost the women in the crowed.
Shashi started searching for that women and he
couldn’t find her anywhere. He kept on searching for that woman, while
searching for her, he finds himself at the end of the street, no shops and no
people around suddenly he finds it creepy.
He wants to go back and when he was about to turn
back he heard a sound, a sound of a stick, when someone hit the ground so hard
with one end of the stick.
He slowly turned back and saw what is behind him.
It’s a man, an Aghora, the same person he hit accidentally some time ago.
He holds a stick longer than him in his right hand
and it’s got holy threads are tied to it at the top of it. He’s got a long hair
almost covering his waist. His body completely covered with ashes of dead
bodies.
Shashi stood right in front of him. He was so afraid
that he couldn’t even move a bit. He didn’t noticed before because he was sat
down but shashi can now clearly see him.
[OHH…MY…GOD he is naked. Completely naked]
Shashi wanted to shout it loud but he couldn’t dare
to speak a word.
Aghora placed his left hand on shashi’s chest and
started to say something which he couldn’t understand.
But shashi’s concentration is not on what he is
saying, he was more on to his appearance
because he looks more frightening.
After a minute the Aghora pushed shashi with only
slightest of his hand moment. But shashi fell on the ground even for that
little force.
By the time he is back on his feet and looked around
the Aghora wasn’t there.
[I guess now we are equal then…]
Shashi said to himself thinking that the Aghora was
followed him to take revenge on him because of the previous incident.
Shashi again started to search for the women. He
started to walk back to where he saw the women first time. When he was going
back he saw a young man sitting on the side of the road but he was wearing neat
clothes with red shoes.
Shashi stopped walking and asked the man ‘Hey… have
you seen a woman in white dress around here?’
The young man raised his head and started to look at
him. But he was not answering the question.
Shashi asked him again ‘you there Mr have you seen
any woman’
The man still wasn’t answering the question. Shashi
got irritated and left from there.
The young man got a very surprised look on his face,
stood on his feet and gazing at Shashi while he was walking away.
Shashi went to the place where he saw the woman for
the first time but he couldn’t find her there.
After some time he realised that it was almost the
time for the ritual so he started to walk back to the Assi Ghat.
When Shashi was about to reach the Assi Ghat, he
felt that someone is calling him. But he thought it was just in his head. He
felt the same again but this time he heard the sound of a known voice calling
‘Shashidhar…’
Shashi looked at the direction of the voice, he saw
Saksheem the other side of the road, signalling him to come to his side.
Shashi crossed the road and met Saksheem on the
other side of the road.
‘I was about to call you’ said saksheem.
Shashi got surprised and asked ‘Me! Why?’
‘We are leaving now’ said Sakseem.
‘You said we are leaving tomorrow. What happened?’
Shashi asked in a low tone.
‘Just finished my work early and also got a call
from our office so we need to be there as soon as possible.’ Said Saksheem.
‘So… we are leaving now’ Shashi asked him again.
‘Yes. First we go to the guesthouse, pickup your
stuff and straight to the office you’ve been dying to see.’ Saksheem said it in
a little sarcastic manner. He observed the little uneasy in Shashi’s face and
asked him ‘Do you want to stay here for little longer.’
‘Aah..no, no… I have enough adventure for one day.
Let’s go back. By the way what is it in your hand’ asked Shashi while looking
at some book Saksheem holding his hand.
‘This is just a book my friend wrote about the
mining details.’ while looking at the book in his hand.
Shall we go back to the guesthouse?
Ok.
“They both started to go back to the guesthouse”
Meanwhile:
In the Abeeti street:
The girl in white patiyala suit walking on the
street. She slowly stopped walking and looked to her right side. She is looking
at a shop with full of books and also some stationary stuff. She took a step
towards the shop. Slowly drowning into her memories, everything around her
remembering the events happened in the past…It
was a fine evening, sky is full of clouds and it was already feeling looking
dark. Every shop keeper is wrapping their stuff up and closing the shops
predicting that it was going to rain.
She
was wearing red and blue Patiyala suit and waiting for someone. She looks at
her mobile to check the time. She knows it was already getting late. She
unlocked her mobile and speed dialled a number…
Hello…
where are you?
Where
are YOU?
I’m
already here, and it’s getting late.
I
know. But why are you looking so nervous.
What?
Are you watching me?
Of
cores I am watching you. Can’t you see me?
No.
just stop playing games and show yourself.
OK!
Turn around then.
When
she turn around she saw him standing in front of her so close that she had to
take a step back to see him completely.
‘Where
have you been?’ Disconnecting the mobile
‘Don’t
be angry I’ve got you something for you.’ Taking out his other hand he was
hiding his back.
‘For
me? What is this?’ Taking the little object wrapped in gift paper. She put her
mobile in her bag and started to unwrap it. It was flat and small, no bigger
than the size palm. When she completed the unwrapping and saw the object and
looked at him with a weird expression.
‘What!
Seriously? Note book… a small note book. Can’t you find anything else to give
me?’ Looking at him with the same weird look on her face.
‘Well
it’s not note book it’s actually a notepad just see inside please.’ Pointing
his figure towards the little red notepad.
‘What’s
in it?’ She flip the cover of the notepad and saw what’s written inside of it.
‘You
wrote this?’ She asked him with a surprised look on her face.
‘Yes.’
He replied with a little smile.
‘For
me?’ She asked him with a little excitement.
‘No.
I just happened to saw a beautiful girl on my way here and I can’t help it to
write for her.’ He told that just to tease her and she knows that too.
‘Then
give it to her. I don’t need this take it.’ She said it in a fake angry tone
giving the notepad back to him.
‘I
really want to but I think it’s too late for that now. You can keep it.’ He
said looking at another direction pretending that he was really saw another
girl.
‘I’ll
kill you.’ She grinned and raised her hand to hit him.
‘Ok.
I am sorry it’s really for you.’ He has a huge smile on his face.
‘I
know.’ She came close to him whispered in his ear. ‘What should we do now?’ She gently pushed
him with her shoulder started walking away from him.
‘You
know we don’t have much time. Don’t you?’ He held her hand and started walking
with her.
‘Oh
don’t worry about that just come with me.’ She started dragging along with her
without showing any concern to what he said.
‘Can
you please tell me where are we going now?’ He asked her but he didn’t get any
reply from her. After a couple of minutes of walk they both found themselves in
front of a book shop. She dragged him into the store.
‘Pick
one.’ She turned to him and said. But he didn’t understand.
‘What?’
He replied with a little confusion on his face.
‘You
pick any book from this store I will buy it for you.’ Waving her hand in the
direction of book shelves.
‘Really…? Ok then let’s find a book shall we?’
He started to look for the book and she is following him. After a couple of
minutes they both reached the corner the end of the shelves and there is no one
is around them.
‘Haven’t
you found anything?’ We went through all the shelves and racks. She asked him.
‘Actually
I have a book in my mind. But I’m not sure whether you give it to me or not?’
He was looking deep into her eyes.
‘I
promise any book you choose.’ She replied with a form tone.
‘Well
I need BOOK.’ He asked with the same look.
‘Tell
me the name of the book already…’ She was about to complete what was saying he
grabs her waist left hand and pulls her close to him. She was surprised by his
sudden action. He started tucking her hair back to her ear and runs down his
fingers slowly and gently on to her neck and to her shoulder.
While
he was doing that ‘book means B baby O only O one K kiss’ said it in a mild
tone and stared to approach her lips with his and she started to feel the same
way he did. When their lips are about to meet each other they heard some noise.
They realise someone coming she freed herself from his arms and took a step
away from him.
‘I
think we better get-out from here.’ She said it adjusting her throat and
started walking towards the exit.
‘Yeah
I think that too.’ He started following her.
When
they both are again on the street he came close to her to hold her hand. When
he is about to hold her hand she hit him with her hand on his shoulder.
‘Aww…
what’s that for?’ He asked her while rubbing his shoulder.
She
grinned and said ‘nothing’ while trying not to show him her feelings.
‘When
will you come back?’ He asked her while checking time on his watch.
‘It
may take a week or so.’ She replied.
‘A
week. How can I live without you that long?’ He said with a weak sensation in
his voice.
‘Don’t
try to fool me you have MAN and I know you love him more than you love me.’ She
replied him. Suddenly he got a call he check his mobile and turned to her.
‘I
have to leave now they are waiting for me.’ He holds her hand tightly. She
understands that he doesn’t want to leave.
‘I
know. I’ll be there as soon as possible and we can meet at our regular place.’
She said it with a little sadness in her voice.
‘Just
come soon. Bye.’ He said and left from there.
Suddenly she heard a bike’s horn and feel the
presence of people around her and realise she was standing on the crowed road.
Girl in white patiyala suit stopped remembering the events happened in the
past. She took out the little red notepad tale a look at it. She dropped it in
front of the store and left from there with tears in her eyes.
When she was walking away from there the man in red
shoes come near to the notepad. Pages of the notepad flipped because of the
wing. He saw some writing on one paper. He knows the handwriting in it. He
kneeled next to the notepad and read it.
YOU
NEVER CAUSED PAIN TO MY HEART. YOU JUST SIMPLY RIPPED IT FROM ME.
Chapter: IV - Rules
soon...
- By
Rajesh Yanna
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